it's me again
feel so stress but don't feel like studying- alone
cant help but thinking of u, i don't know if u will think of me? but i doubt so
this blog is newly set up. this is like a place for me to express my thoughts to u.
i cant let u know, so i can only write them here. its feel another planet for me.
how should i face u? happy? sad? ignore? accept? i don't know. will u still treat me like before?
my heart hurts. but there is nothing that could distract me from these thoughts. how?
can someone pls help me? no! i should be more independent. that's what i promise him. i can do it!


should i just go and study banking law? its TOMORROW! and i am still HERE! dead meat!
or should i just relax till i get u out of my head?
how?! this is so irritating!

written with love 12:11 PM-